this is GUNKWAVEZ OS — an ongoing art project shaped like a desktop... Basically for whatever reason, at some point I came up with the "genre" or whatever you want to call "GUNKWAVEZ, to basically encompass all of my creative endevers/projects/ideas/aesthetics/expereriments etc.. Basically just My own wolrd that collects new evidence of real entities that slither beyond the veil, between the shadows beyond space and time, it started as the idea that all the otehr me's from other realities communicate to eachother conciously and unconsiously together they/we are our family and we shift between eachothers bodies/realities as if I am not just one person/one consiousness and one body in one reality in linear time, but actually a whole family/legacy of versions of me that I called the "GUNK SQUAD", that idea still lives within the myseteries and lores of the GUNKWAVEZ and the idea still holds true. That being said it is so much more than just that basic framework, it is everything we are/experience/trading off piloting our meat mechs (physical bodies) and I have basically through out the idea as a creative form of expression as is all of what I do, but at the same time as it is fiction, it's also something that is kind of somehow reali life and real experiences that I will never be able to express to anyone without sounding skizo, maybe i am just the kind of guy that has a lil' skizo in his flavor... I don't really care tbh what normies see to be real or not, My reality is something else entirely.. something nobody could ever understand or believe if i expressed too much. Another huge part that has been a main and consistent part of Gunkwavez and its lore are the (what i would consider, actual real life evidence of interdimensional shapeshifting alien entities/and or demons that I feel chose to at some point show themselves to me for my eyes to see, taking physical form in front of my eyes and basically being esoteric super top secret X-files fun with stange life forms that I attract/conenct with/ and communicate through me as if doing a show for me personally as if to say "Look what i can doand you aren't even the sligthest bit scared when you see me any other human experiencing this ends up locked away in an asylum if not just their own heads and lose their minds because they aren't meant for or ready to experience the roller coaster of what is really lurking between veils/worlds/ what exists all aorund while most could never comprehend what they are witnessing because their minds default to the false illusion of their reality that most normie minds wcan never nor will ever be able to experinece quite like some rare few total esoteric born psychic magician types that have the kind of minds that for whatever reason not only attracts the "what normies call "supernatural" I just call my "natural". I am not tooting muy own horn or trying to sound all special or nothing, just stating my own personal thougths and theory on certain things I know and have experiences my whole life, regardless if any of it is really real or just all part of my looney little skizo mind, it makes no difference. It's just as real as your reality isn't to me. Let's call them all psychosis servants, or maybe egregores or thoughtforms or demons, or daemons or aliens or cosmic horrors, I can't help but to notice that I have somehow with no intention of my own came up with a whole kind og new genre/art form/ way of capturing something that I can't quite make sense of or understand to be anything of interest to anyone else as I have not had ANY real reactions to any of them ever which leads me to believe that there is something that maybe I am the only one able to see that others just can even see at all.. As if some otherworldy entites chose you to befirend or communicate with via these amazing/hypnotic/and otherworldy shows/rituals/meditations/trances that prove to me and me alone the existence of entites that I have enver even heard of/witnessed/or experienced in any kind of way even similar to what I managed to "catch" in video clips where i found myself in trances and doing some kind of subconscious ritual sorcery or mediation that isn't really me or my orignal thing its's something else that works through me as has many spirits through my life tiem and creative expression most originates from soemwhere else of which I am just witness to. That being said, I am willing to bet money still that I am the origin (at least in this modern era of what we call time, which is not actually linear at all and all time is actually now when you are able to see from outside the framework... This kind of combination of live performance/ritual/ dance/ costume/ and the secret magick of mirrors and their worlds came together for me to come into this whole new art form that I have yet to experience from anywhere or anyone else in my entire lives yet, not to say it doesnt exist anywhere else but if it does please I would love to relate to anyone in the world lol.. This is all just the most basic and easiest explanation of me and my niche too wierd and too alien forms of "art" that has most not even interested or care to/able to see or expeienrce what I am with all my art/expression that has blownn my own mind if their ever was mind basic enough to blow left if ever.. So read this, (you won't lol, who's "you"? it's literally still just me and my family of gunk swuad botys and these entities might even be us too for all i have learned "nothing in paticular but also everything that is hidden form the casual senses. Also if you know chaos magick than yeah you could just say I am a born and natural chaos magician as well, though i no longer label myself that nor do much intentional chaos magick these days, it's still ends up being who i really am and most of what comes through and from me is some form of chaos magick even when i am not trying. That was a bit longer than I had expected, but I am glad I got these basic ideas awritten down again because it's stuff that kind of needs to be said for anyone even remotely interested in understanding me or anything i do creatively for any reason and it's a lot to try and recall let alone express in the most basic way I can to hopefully make some kind off sense to the 0 people that will ever read this or care abotu me or anything I do. RARE.LONELY.ALIEN BOY. ABYSS CHILD. FORCE OF NATURE. ACTUALLY one of a kind, like when people say they are like nobody you ever met, or one of a kind it seems to be an exaggeration, but for me it's a very sad and lonely reality that is not what it's cracked up to be, but also I am used to it so as much as it is the loneliest life in existence (if you could call it that), it's also my comfort, my my security, my heart, my soul. It's who and or what I am and when i mean 1 of a kind i mean that literally I am the only one in theis reality and all the others while the other "one of a kinds" are actually on of many. Sorry, not sorry, You're actually kind of a lucky not to be one of a kind because jsut imagine being the only one you can come to when you want to express your misery,wonder, depth of being that so desperately needs to feel/be seen by literally any other human to even a fraction of my depth, it's not the most ideal living as a complete alien in a world of people you can relate to but never people that relate back. Welcome to my own little world of esoteric wierdness that I still don't understand myself much, yet I have the reason and the proof that I am special (even if that just means retarded which is also true imo, I call myself a retarded genius and it fits" If you are a rare special kind of speciman that can tolerate any of me and my depth of expression/weirdness/rarity/absurdity/esoteric/psycho psychic "skizo" self enough to bother checking out my site to begin with you are alikely here by random chance or perhaps one of the 1 or 2 friends that give a fuck enough to give me the time of day for anything, regardless it matters not. I want to sincerely thank you, if anyone makes it this far into reading this that aalone means the world to me so much so that you have no idea. Thank you for interest, it makes me feel like im not alone even if though I am more so than anyone can be while still being around humans irl occasionally, it's not that i don't haev access to "people" it's that they don't care to have acces to me, the real me, the depths, the essence, the truths, stuff that actually mmeans stuff to me. I applaud anyone that could make it through this entire biography, wether it's because you are just a really heavy reader in general and or you actually haev good taste LOL, there i go from pathetic back to oh yeah wait.. I don't need any normies giving any pretend fuck about me or my creative genius that si so far beyond the veil of what a normie an likely even physically or spiritually ccomprehend , let alone find find something to love, as it if (and this is a real actual theory I have had for years) I am actually already dead and not able to fully really be sure because when you die if your soul has no place to go you might find yourself a lonely lost spirit in a purgatory that has kept its' "disguise" that I call it only because I could never be sure if intentional but eitehr way if/when I find out I am literally a ghost/ a lost soul lingering on to what i can't find maybe ever, which would explain my experiences outside of the normal humans perception of time and reality so much so that by ag 12 I was having these thoughts, and came to my own conclusion alone about time that a normie adult still can't wrap it's head around what my 12 year old self not only thought on my own with no outside influences to bring me ths idea that i am aware of, other than myself from the future tyhat i actually connected back to as an adult via a vision of myself sharing perspective of myself as a child and as an adult together sharing the same experience while "separated" by time that showed me/us how time works the way i thought of when i wsa 12 the simple idea/thought/theory "If time travel ever were to be a reality int he future than it already is, and we already know it and what exactly would be the separation at that poing? If we are in the future time traveling back then that would mean that we are able to access all past present and future therefor becoming the shift in consciousness that breaks the spacetime illusion completely from and through all p"previous" times making the paths that have you from thinking about time travel to then immediatly completely changing reality to realize that simple concept acually was a key to a gate that most can't open and here i am a lone 12 year old psychic genius having this entire recollection in my head in one of my 6th grade classes( i hated school, still see it as mostly retarded brainwash and ocnditioning centers) SO yeah thats me in a nutshell, and my eyedeas that later in life i come to realise are pretty deep occult and esoteric thinking/perseptiion that you aint going to hear out of most adults let alone a 12 year old so, yeah people still think im a retarded wierdo loser, and maybe i a,. But give those simple concepts i came to on my won at age 12 and even comprehend it, then tell me again why you view me as elss than a person, like i am just some retarded crazy when the truth is that You (normies) as an adult can only comprehend a fraction if any of what i considered simple and basic common sense when i was as young as 12, you fucking idiots fduck you. Not you though, you if you made it this far than congrats you unlocked some esoteric secret keys that are rare and usually kept secret, i didnt realize it was even that deep until my adult life came back to my younger self and connected a path through time that we we separated by for to and to come back together as one remembering back and the other "psychic vison? premonitions? regardless the young one was remember forward and we met in the middle. But i am just a retard with no value or anything interesting to bother giving the time of day to because I am not a normie goy slop worshipping dick bag. P.S ALSO A SMALL WARNING AND CAUTION FOR ANYONE WHO CAN'T HANDLE TRUTHS THAT THEY WERENT PROGRAMMED TO EXPERIENCE WITHOUT SEVERE DISCOMFORT/SOY SYMPTOMS/ TRIGGERINGS/ etc.. you might get a shock if you don't already know me, when you learn that together with the small biography i included i forgot to mention +I am a REAL radical, "racist"/"sexist"/"Homophobic" etc.. all the buzzwords i don;t mind accepting (though they are imo just derogatory terms like the ones i enjoy, so enjoy. That being said I am all those thing,s but also the sweetest, kindest, most genuine person you will ever meet and i have proven tiem and time again that when someone gets to know me they realize that i am nothing like they expected at all and actually the opposite. Most learn to have some kind of love for me when it's proven just by experiencing the person i am and not just the buzzwords that are telling you what they want you to see/not see in the "nazi" that i promise you did NOT SEE coming, they never do lol. I don;t hate otehrs becuase they are "different skin coloir" that's the most petty retarded excuse of an idea i ever heard and i still don't get how people are so fucking dumb and shallow minded that they can actually belive that is a thing.. It's not, besides from people as dumb and shallow as yourself for having the kind of mind that can't seee the obvious that goes to be a normal perspective which is another reason i hate normies because they are so fucking stupid and can't comprehend literally anything about me even when I am trying to explain as stupid as i possibly can for the fumbdumbs to grasp, still too much. lol Well just know that most of us "real racists" National sSocialists and White Nationalists AKA reality observers/ life experiencers/thinkers areal actual thinkers that come to real actual conclussions on their own rather then having them all fed to us like retards.. If you weren't or aren't such an idiot you would understand already that regardless if you can bring yourself to even attempt to try and understand or see from a view that you "think" you oppose, then you would have enough mind to just clearly observe that we arent jsut retards that just hate for no reason or just because we dont like the color brown or whatever dumbass narrative still goes on, like anyone that thinks that simple and stupid is clearly not even able to think in the first place, or too lacking mentally to see past our outside their social conditioning to actually hear literally ANY so-called "evil nazi racist hateful bigots", they would realize most of us are actually ont he higher side of the i1/intelligence which brings me back to the point that so many have this idea that we just really hate a skin coilor, so bad that it makes us angry and hateful because ? because the color hurts our eyes? what is the exact idea behind this retarded narrative? lol I still don't get how even the dumbest can really think pother people think like that stupid, petty, and simple but then i remember it's dumbdumbs projecting their own petty mind of the simple, stupid, and nonsense onto their "boogieman" while calling us all all the names in the book includingunintelligent/stupid/narrow minded/treating us as if we are these stupid simpletons that just hate for no real reason, colors that are not of our personal preference are enough to dedicate our lives to hating and becoming social outcast for that too simply because i hate that color more than I desire to have any social standing or be viewed as who i am which is someone who will sacrifice it all just because that damn color is so hard on my eyes i cant take it,... lmao think about it, honestly. I promise I am acrtaully the most empathetic and sweetest heart you can know but also it's hard not to build up a resentment and intolerance for the stupid who have to loud a voice and too lacking a mind, too much exposure to society while the truth is hidden with the intelligent that are demonized togehter by the stupid majority who don't even think for themselves int he first place, like they literally can't lol. ok that's all. no way anyone in the world is making it this far, but if you did hmu and I will literally cashap youi at least a feww bux or gift you someething simply for taking enough interest anbd the time it must take to read this as i ahve been typing what meant to be maybe a paragraph of just a lil something to fill the space and get a start on making this page truly my own, i ended up writing for I wanna say at least a couple hours now... well this is the depths..you got into the trenches with me and stayed, for that you deserve a reward. I'm glad though , even at 100% certainty not 1 person will ever read even half of this. lol yeah HMU IF YOU MADE IT this far, you deserve a gift and im serious too. I will gift you somnething because you have no idea how it feels and what it means to me for anyone to even have a shred of interest or care about my existence in any way. Thanks, truly. <3 --Ratjuice of the GUNKWAVEZ